Christmas

What I want for christmas is nothing I don't celebrate it

Passing

So as I blog more and more I'm getting closer the the 5 blogs i need for november that i missed cause of being absent so passing english seems to be going better and better by each stroke of the key

Moo

As christmas closer the more sick and tired of this old crap I'm getting. I'm agnostic meaning I don't have a religion and this Christmas stuff is getting annoying mainly for me because I really don't celebrate it. All i do is exchange gifts cause of the time of the year

Wel..

So me and my girlfriend have been going for nearly a month now and today its the 4 week anniversary and shes in Texas. Her mom refuse to allow me to go and I'm annoyed that I won't see her in about 2 weeks and won't get to spend thanksgiving with her. But as I think about it more and more my holiday won't be Thanksgiving, it'll be welcoming her home and welcoming her back in my arms.

Senior Year Progesses

I sit in class thinking to myself "Can I even pass?" I am struggling to even pass my required classes this year and I'm wondering why won't the school let me transfer to Daviess County as I tried to a few weeks ago. They say I'm not in district yet I've known people who've paid tuition to go to one of the schools in the school system. I don't see why I have to go to a correctional facility like Beacon if i want to transfer. Theres nothing wrong with me myself its merely stress from the block schedule here at Apollo. I swear not having to go to one of the school systems cursed schools is going to be heaven once I graduate.

Can't think of name for this

As time gets closer and closer to september 30th 2009 the more and more excited i get. I turn 18 and though I add responsiblities to the list i have now i also get the chance to finally move out. Though not many high schoolers do I plan to. Though it'll tick off my mom and likley hurt her since i'm moving across the street I'm happy. I get to manage my own money after rent and car insurance and I get to make my own decisions. The 3rd of october I plan on changing the way I look majorly. I'm looking into 9 or more piercings and though they will hurt like crazy i look forward to it. Piercings are something I love having and standing out and looking different with them makes me like them more. I want to show people I may be 18 but I follow myself and my own fashion trends.

Cliffhangers

So in English we just finished watching beowulf and I'm seriously getting annoyed with cliffhangers. They don't bother me unless their isn't a next movie. It just makes me want to go out and see the next one but wait the makers of the movie are to evil to go and make a 2nd one so i'm stuck thinking and wanting a 2nd movie.

Life

The closer and closer a dreaded day gets the more and more I realize that one death in a family can split a family. A mother can try and move on and try and replace a father and tick off his kids. She'll deny and deny thats she's trying to replace when she is and she doesn't realize how her neglect of her kids are affecting them.
Just some thoughts and realizations that I've recently been seeing more an dmore of.

Focused

Recently in my psychology class I've been told that listening to music while doing something else makes things harder to do. I'm thinking more and more how can that be. I do almost everything while listening to music. I have to have music to be able to write at all; I can't focus without it. Maybe my heads messed up or something but I think that my psychology teacher is wrong.

Music In My Soul

I think and think every time I'm in my english class about blogs to post. Mainly for a grade but how to put music and the blog together and I've come to realize how much I rely on music in my life. When I'm mad it calms me, when I'm sad it cheers me, when I weep it understands, and when I feel completely lost in this world it locates me. I've found that the only thing that I'm even the slightest good at involves music; even if its me listening to music just to focus. I believe music is my soul and I express it in my actions.

First time being forced to blog

I'm here sitting in english class listening to music and writing this blog. I feel its purely pointless to blog merely cause I hope this is how you blog. I've never blogged before and this is just buying time. I really hope this is long enough to pass because I really don't know how long this is supposed to be.