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As time gets closer and closer to september 30th 2009 the more and more excited i get. I turn 18 and though I add responsiblities to the list i have now i also get the chance to finally move out. Though not many high schoolers do I plan to. Though it'll tick off my mom and likley hurt her since i'm moving across the street I'm happy. I get to manage my own money after rent and car insurance and I get to make my own decisions. The 3rd of october I plan on changing the way I look majorly. I'm looking into 9 or more piercings and though they will hurt like crazy i look forward to it. Piercings are something I love having and standing out and looking different with them makes me like them more. I want to show people I may be 18 but I follow myself and my own fashion trends.

Cliffhangers

So in English we just finished watching beowulf and I'm seriously getting annoyed with cliffhangers. They don't bother me unless their isn't a next movie. It just makes me want to go out and see the next one but wait the makers of the movie are to evil to go and make a 2nd one so i'm stuck thinking and wanting a 2nd movie.

Life

The closer and closer a dreaded day gets the more and more I realize that one death in a family can split a family. A mother can try and move on and try and replace a father and tick off his kids. She'll deny and deny thats she's trying to replace when she is and she doesn't realize how her neglect of her kids are affecting them.
Just some thoughts and realizations that I've recently been seeing more an dmore of.

Focused

Recently in my psychology class I've been told that listening to music while doing something else makes things harder to do. I'm thinking more and more how can that be. I do almost everything while listening to music. I have to have music to be able to write at all; I can't focus without it. Maybe my heads messed up or something but I think that my psychology teacher is wrong.

Music In My Soul

I think and think every time I'm in my english class about blogs to post. Mainly for a grade but how to put music and the blog together and I've come to realize how much I rely on music in my life. When I'm mad it calms me, when I'm sad it cheers me, when I weep it understands, and when I feel completely lost in this world it locates me. I've found that the only thing that I'm even the slightest good at involves music; even if its me listening to music just to focus. I believe music is my soul and I express it in my actions.